DianaGetsRevengel

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  • Censoring myself

    I feel like I have to censor myself. All of the time. I live in this small city. I always think of it as a small town, but it’s a small city. There’s a population that’s in the double digits. But still, everyone seems to know everyone. And everything about everyone. On top of which,…

  • Things I would like to see in Love and Deepspace

    Instead of winning chocolates for doing activities, I would like to see it be either shards or protocores. I love the game, but I frequently forget I have certain memories because of the shards and not having all of them. Having another way to get things would be great. The house system was fun, but…

  • On survivors

    The thing about being a survivor of abuse is that it never really ends. People will always try and defend the person that did it. They will say that it’s not that big of a deal or that it didn’t happen. Every time someone protects someone who is an abuser, it hurts someone else. Because…

  • Alone

    And here’s what’s probably going to happen to me: I will end up alone and unaccomplished, with nothing to my name. That’s what happens to most people. With love, Diana

  • The WB Has a Problem

    When I was a kid, I grew up on Warner Bros. television shows. Which is now called MAX and was formally HBO. The weekly lineup for the original WB television network had anything from family shows to sci-fi to teen shows. They were also incredibly well written, which was one of the things that had…

  • Job interview

    Had a job interview today. It’s for another retail job. That’s what I can get because of my location. I’ve been trying to think of a way to make money from my writing online and I don’t know what that looks like. I was trying to watch The Blair Witch Project last week and had…

  • Writers block

    Normally, I’m always able to come up with ideas for new novels. I love writing fantasy. That’s the kind of writer I have always dreamed of being. But I find myself distracted by the state of the world that trying to come up with anything fantastical seems impossible. And I don’t feel brave enough to…

  • Horror films

    I started watching horror films because at least I know those are fake and at least someone will survive I can’t say that when I look on Instagram at my phone and see the death tolls I saw college students’ protest Lockheed & Martin and the deaths of innocent people created by them and someone…

  • Living with Anxiety

    As an abuse survivor, I have anxiety. In my twenties, I didn’t have the terminology necessary to explain why I felt anxious all of the time. But social media has helped (along with therapy) me understand why I constantly am filled with the overwhelming sense that I have done something wrong, even though I haven’t.…

  • Times, they are a-changing

    I woke up this morning as I do most mornings feeling tired and angry. I have two bills and rent due, and am unemployed again after getting a job and them firing me. FBI director Cash Petal went to the Olympics on a private jet to demean women in a horrifying display of “boys will…