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  • Job interview

    Had a job interview today. It’s for another retail job. That’s what I can get because of my location. I’ve been trying to think of a way to make money from my writing online and I don’t know what that looks like. I was trying to watch The Blair Witch Project last week and had…

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  • Writers block

    Normally, I’m always able to come up with ideas for new novels. I love writing fantasy. That’s the kind of writer I have always dreamed of being. But I find myself distracted by the state of the world that trying to come up with anything fantastical seems impossible. And I don’t feel brave enough to…

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  • Horror films

    I started watching horror films because at least I know those are fake and at least someone will survive I can’t say that when I look on Instagram at my phone and see the death tolls I saw college students’ protest Lockheed & Martin and the deaths of innocent people created by them and someone…

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  • Living with Anxiety

    As an abuse survivor, I have anxiety. In my twenties, I didn’t have the terminology necessary to explain why I felt anxious all of the time. But social media has helped (along with therapy) me understand why I constantly am filled with the overwhelming sense that I have done something wrong, even though I haven’t.…

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  • Times, they are a-changing

    I woke up this morning as I do most mornings feeling tired and angry. I have two bills and rent due, and am unemployed again after getting a job and them firing me. FBI director Cash Petal went to the Olympics on a private jet to demean women in a horrifying display of “boys will…

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  • Support Ghosts in the Burbs

    Amazon shut down the kindle account of one of my favorite podcasters. Admittedly, I wouldn’t normally suggest supporting Spotify at the moment, but the catch-22 is that it seems to be one of the last platforms to get a message out without being silenced for it. Ghost in the Burbs creator Liz Sower had her…

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  • Who I am

    Who I am

    I am someone that says I am going to do a lot of things and then I never end up doing them I am afraid of things going wrong But I am also afraid of things going right And what if I get everything I wanted but it isn’t what I thought? Or what if…

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  • Taylor

    I’ve been thinking a lot about Taylor Swift To be fair, I think about her quite a lot But more recently, the criticisms She’s too soft She’s not political enough She’s too rich She wears too much glitter She went to her fiancés football game She’s too political, also, somehow The public has a lot…

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  • Medusa

    I find myself wishing I were Medusa With snakes for hair and the ability to turn men to stone It no longer seems like a curse

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  • Mad woman

    They will call a woman crazy before they admit that a man is

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